I NEED TO RESPECT IT I NEED TO RESPECT THE SAIMATSU SHIP I'M MAKING IT SOUND LIKE I DON'T- AAAAAAAAAAAA GUYS HELP

Okay so the story was like this: Just a couple of minutes ago, I was watching a video and when it came to an end, I saw a Kaede Akamatsu Love Suite Event and I was debating at myself whether to click on it or not. To test my shipping style, I clicked on it. Halfway there I was already screeching as my SaiOuma/OumaSai heart hurts and now it leads me to this: SaiMatsu is a ship I probably wouldn't consider my likings... but I still have to respect the ship or else... you know, haters...