why does everyone hate me?

usually people see me as a enemy

Either that or don't notice i exist

also the rant part about this is about the people

the people are almost all edgelords, trolls, nazi supporters, jackasses, dickheads, suck-ups, or cowards scared of powerful people, i support the small other half group of people though, Supportive people, Kind people, softies, wholesome people, just non-dickheads

the edgelords usually act like they need help but when anyone not famous on flipanim helps they just throw them away like trash, (Not directing this towards you sio, i blame eels)

People say the world isn't fair but this is just getting worse and worse everyday due to everything people are doing anymore, i just wanna help and i get either used or thrown away or judged or hated

this world is harsh and awful cause no one is trying to change themselves or what's around them

but there's sometimes no fixing

so is there a point, we could go through hell each time per-person to help or we could just sit and watch hell grow instead of be in it

as a sweet person said "to reach a rainbow you have to go through the rain" the rainbow stands for the victory and the rain stands for the things stopping you, But not fully stopping you

so there's always a way to go through a brick wall, Just not a easy way

this world is full of bullshit and meaningless stuff

and it's all cause of our choices, Not our's alone, The fact that so many people are becoming too much alike to their mistakes is the fact to blame

one by one just being destroyed by their own thoughts or each other

pain upon pain upon pain leading to pure hell,

to learn you have to experience, So i'm not sure if we should let the people learn or keep them safe

No one's listening so i guess i'm safe to talk out loud

2019 someone framed me of being a monster and of all his own mistakes, all my closest friends i cared for enough to take under my wing left me for his lies, and now their all god knows where, me and jack (The person that frame jobbed me) are fighting up to now but i have proof of him being a monster, BUT i'm worried my friend's won't forgive me for my own mistakes..

i just wanted to take them under my wing and treat them as family, and right then jack had to take that away...

i'm gonna make him suffer

no one these days realizes it but i'm a human too, i have feelings and i have pain,