This is a rant. Dont pay attention to it. Look. I understand that you felt like shit and get so stressed out sometimes. But its not a sign to just iverdose overdose! Im pissed that you didnt even want to talk to me about your feelings. We probably havent spoke sence summer. And we had a little fight. But shit!! I still ****ing love you and care. You are my best friend sence middle school. And here you are forgetting everythint that happened with us. And with the other one. When i was in dss custody. You protected me and made me fel welcomed. Then you changed. You got mad cause i madeone mistake and everything changed! Now you don't talk to me at all!!! I ****ed up 3 friendships but noooo. I cant apologize or try to fix it cause only YOU can do that huh?!! Cause im the problem of everyrhiny huh?!!! Yeah i get it. I get ro the point i get so fed up witj life i just want to end it. But heres the thing. Life has ****ed me so many times so far, that i know it doesnt want me living!! And im sorr