Im on my own side because, my depression is real, that thing was made before the cutting, and so you know what my depression is like, im mostly sad, i get mad sometimes for no reason, i was stupid when i faked my cutting, i was gonna do it, i got scared, now what you're gonna think is "well most depressed people are too sad so they just do itz' which is wrong, some depressed people dont cut, depression isnt just sad, its other emotions. I dont have suicidal thoughts all the time, only sometimes, i think about cutting, but dont actually cut, i didn't know what gafrield meant by doctors note, i never got a note then when someone said did you get diagnosed, i understood and said yes, everyone said i was still faking, but the school psychiatrist diagnosed me with it.