I am not good with words, but I'll try my best... I wonder if my, "family" even loves me. Its gotten to the point where I can't cry, and I deny emotions. I have no friends, feel like everyones just fake. My family treats me like a slave. Not a human. My 11 year old sister got an iPhone 8 (I STILL have a 5). Keep in mind, I'm 13. Nobody would care if I tied the noose around my neck. Nobody would notice. If I disappear out of thin air, and am not on youtube, flipanim, disc, etc. then you guys know what happened. Never stop drawing.