are you saying you are ac?

Personally, I'd prefer you just come clean if you are. Just get things over with because it's way overdue. Even if you can never repair your relationship with cupid fully, there's a possibility you could get them off your back and go your separate ways. I can't guarantee this because I'm not them but uh I dunno it would help. Also I hate when people pretend to be new when they aren't, I actually got in a huge fight with someone else over it who I used to like and now we probably hate each other. So in my opinion it would be better if you admitted who you are if you are in fact them.