Idk ive been feeling really numb lately im not going to lie like when i heard my cat cinder was gonna die ij a year i tried to be sad but i just felt nothing i think

I hate it

Everything just seems unreal to me nowadays so if my cat larry ends up getting hit by a car i really hope i feel sad because i dont kike this feeling its scary i dont remember my cat sylvester well at all and it sucks its like it seems like i dont even care

Nvm im really worried i dont want him to die i think i forget how i felt in the past a lot