lonely, sad boi hours
52 comments
Athena--
10.04.2021 03:38
LinkSame bro πππΌ
Pookie[OP]
10.04.2021 03:41
Linkman i miss when i was happy....theres so much going on and i just want to cuddle but gf not on....
Athena--
10.04.2021 03:46
LinkOof- thats how sad boy hours be sometimes. You got me until you she comes back. I understand how you feel. Mainly because when my ex was on I was usually offline. Time zones are dumb.
Pookie[OP]
10.04.2021 03:48
Linkyea idk if shes coming back on tn tho.....i just want someone to hold me rn throat cancer sucks and i wish ppl would see y im terrified of it but ppl just think im over reacting.....
Athena--
10.04.2021 03:52
LinkDamn bro you have cancer?? Why the **** haven't you told be bro?
Pookie[OP]
10.04.2021 03:53
Linklike yea i react really over the top like i start shaking really bad and i cry histaricly but how would u react if u saw ur bestfriend die from it when u were like 4 and then see ur grandpa get diegnosed wit it and luckily make it through then know ur grandma who has a very weak immune system could possibly have it and u know if she gets it she isnt gonna survive.....this prolly sounds fake but it 1000% real im not a liar
Pookie[OP]
10.04.2021 03:53
Linkno i dont have it but people in my family have it
Athena--
10.04.2021 04:01
LinkI understand. My great great grandma, my great aunt, my cousin, and many other family members of mine has died from cancer. Not from the same type. My great family members died from breast cancer and my cousin from bone cancer.
Pookie[OP]
10.04.2021 04:09
Linkyea well i saw my best friend (step great grandpa) practically like an alive skelition (cant spell ti ti) and i was so scared i couldnt hug him and i couldnt stop crying i said "papa charlie i love u" in my lil shaky child voice and he couldnt say it back cause it was just too much and july 1st 2018 i lost my actual great grandfather (not from cancer cause of death unknown) but i never told him i loved him bc it wasnt our thing i only saw him smile once and the one time my gut kept saying "TELL HIM U LOVE HIM BEFORE ITS TOO LATE" i just told myslef "no he doesnt say that to u its not ur thing there'll be a next time u can say it" and i never saw him again so loosing ppl is REALLY hard on me and just the fact that i could loose my grandma really soon is just breaking me apart
Athena--
10.04.2021 04:14
LinkYeah it's sad losing loved ones. Not everyone can live forever. It would destroy the earth even more. Everyone has to die someday. That's just how it is.
Pookie[OP]
10.04.2021 04:17
Linkyea just its always the ones closest to me....ig thats what hurts the most
im sorry for being sad but u gotta see y i mean i lost my best friend (step great grandpa) to throat cancer when i was young and i saw him and felt him at his worst then woke up the next day and was told he past away then my nama (grandma) MIGHT have it and i know she wont make it if she does.....im sorry but its alot to handle
It's okay, baby
I understand why you are sad because I am also very sad most of the time...
Ree
*Gets off the bed and stands in front of you doing a t-pose and bending my legs*
You are s c a r y
and you shall die bc you s c a r i n g me
*Jumps at you*
>:O ycuvylibilnkjhbuv
*Stabs hands into your stummache*
Die, pouting version of the person I love >:OOO
>:O
Why you so mean I want squishy chair now be squishy once more, c h a i r .
Bc your a fork
and I can bend you
and I am a spoon
so I can spoon you π₯Ίπππ
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*Lays on top of you and squish you then spoon you and bitechu and lick da blood and dat shit and blah balha*
Oki now you squishy UwUβ¨