thank you to everybody whos been comforting me, and trying to help me <3 im sorry for pushing you all away, i just cant seem to fuccin accept help,, big dummy on my part. but thank you all so much, it's nice to know people are there and will (maybe) have my back..,, if you ever need to talk to me i'm always here <3 i hope i've been not the shittiest friend and bf </3 but yeah ilynh <3!!