I don’t understand why my mother said that she uncomfortable using he/him pronouns like- I know it’s a big change and stuff. I’ve been a female for so long but now I’m not- But it isn’t about HER comfort it’s about MINE. HOPEFULLY she understands that by now :T And my preferred name too she said she didn’t like it and she liked my birth name more. Again I get it’s different and it’s gonna take a while to adjust but She needs to put effort into it. Like a lot of effort Thank god I’m getting a therapist because I can’t keep my damn feelings bottled up anymore And my dad too he’s not using my name “Jax” I mean I can’t be too mad about him because he’s doing better than my mom but I still want him to use the name He does use my more gender neutral leaning nickname though And he’s getting better at addressing me in masculine manners so Good job dad

Oh and this is unrelated but I feel so invalid idk why Like I think to myself “oh you’re just a straight girl trying to be different dummy” Even though I’m not a girl anymore It’s just Painful and confusing And like idk why I think that because I like girls and non-binaries too-

Idk it’s just too much

I think I’m done now- At least I feel a tiny bit better