Hi, it's me. It's ok if you don't look at this or want this, but you've helped me, so I want to help you. If you don't need/want it, that's ok, don't look at this. But it's here if you do. But I understand you're going through some rough things, but it happens to all of us. No one has a perfect rainbow sunshine life. But just think that in the future it'll all be over. You will get over stuff, but it's ok to feel bad. I hope this can help you somehow.