so i passed out earlier cause im r tired and i had a nightmare my friend killed herself and it was all my fault. it started out with her asking if she could vent to me, and i tried to say yes, but i couldn't. like i would say yes, but her reaction would be as if i said no. eventually she said i never cared about her, and left. then my dream cut to a black room, and she had a knife, and said that i would care so she locked the door and kept stabbing herself, yelling at me that that was what i wanted. so yeah now im awake and cryinggg because i thought it was real for a second because im a dumbass :' )