what if you don't want to live tho

True...

Neon we weren't say you haft to you should live...I have actually been thinking of...kicking the bucket for a few years

Well I wasn't telling you to think that...

That means killing yourself...but I say it like that...

hh ur not alone on wanting to die i've been thinking about it for a while and the urge has been a lot stronger recently

all i did for the majority of today was cry hhh

Eh...the only reason I want to is because I have no dad I have a mom who only cares about my grades she hit me five times I think?....Anyyyyyyyywayyyyyys imma move past what we are talking about even though I am crying

I have some mental disorders, that caused even more mental disorders :D Such as, Anxiety and Low Self Esteem. Then there's a good chance I have some sort of ASD or Bipolar Disorder. I went to my Pa's funeral today, he died from cancer on Sept. 2 from Cancer :/ I'm frikin stupid and moody, paranoid, and sensitive as heck. life sucks rn

Eh there was only one thing I was ever happy about that I did this year......I cut my hair because it almost went to my knees so I cut it and gave it to cancer to the people who survive but don't have hair so they can have wigs to use....but either then that...nothing