I lied to everyone
10 comments
KingDogeIII[OP]
25.03.2018 01:24
Linkgive me time to type.
KingDogeIII[OP]
25.03.2018 01:32
LinkI'm not...who you think I am. The Olivia you know is fake.
Yes, my name is Olivia. Yes, I am depressed. Yes, if I sent you a selfie it was really my face. But my personality here...is not the TRUE Olivia.
Can we just start over? Call me Joanna. It's not my real name, but I prefer it. I'm short, 52 inches and in 6th grade. I'm totally introverted IRL. I'm...kind of questioning my sexuality right now, not my gender, but if I'm Bi, Pan, queer, or Les...Please, if you see me changing my mind, it's because I'm questioning myself. I've had crushes on few people, but I feel more attached to girls. NOT attracted, I get more attached. I've never kissed anyone. I love musicals of all kind, in fact, you can suggest some for me. Please use Them/They pronouns for me, it's a weird time for me, And call me Jo, Jonathan, Or Joanna. Whatever floats your boat. I only have 2 or 3 friends irl, and I don't plan that changing. Ever. People say I'm mean and ugly, and I have low confidence and depression and anxiety because of it.
KingDogeIII[OP]
25.03.2018 01:34
Link(Part 2) VERY close friends (like Rei) can call me Olivia or O. Please, only if I give you permission. I'm a nerd, and I'm kind of trying to find out what love is, so if you can teach me...
Well, I'm Jo, and this is my real life.
DoodleDogProductions
25.03.2018 02:58
LinkIt's alright to lie. I am Bi, as well as being in 6th grade. I always tried to lie to everyone else that im straight, and I feel fine about myself, but all my secrets are slipping out... I have very little friends, at least 3-4, and yes, everyone calls me the "Ugly duckling", or "The slut", etc. I have begun to grow social anxiety, and it's getting worse by the minute, as well as me thinking im not beautiful anymore, or kind, sweet, or worth someones time even. Everything is getting worse and worse, but one day, this nightmare will be over, and hopefully everything will be ok.
Lots of love to you, Sweet Joanna
-DDP
DoodleDogProductions
25.03.2018 02:59
LinkJust remember, you can ALWAYS talk to me, whenever you wish :)
KingDogeIII[OP]
25.03.2018 12:50
LinkThanks, Doodle Dog, is it? You've been really nice to me since I've been slowly pouring out the truth, thanks for being here for me.