So Azuri-Skies if you want to cont, we can But first of all, i want to say something. You guys know that blueheartwarrior has left fa to find her purpose, and in that time, i may not post much, or even be on. She was the closest thing to a sister, and also my best friend, even though we have only known each other for less than a year. Sometimes these things happen, and theres nothing you can do except wait for it to get better. Sometimes you have to force yourself to make the right decision, and thats what i have done. Im not saying im going to vent or anything, i just need some time to recover until then.