He threatened me

I wanna hug johanna, i meed help

I had a plan, i was gonna get some of my friends to write different parts of a note, then give it to me, and when my parents were gone i was gonna post it then go off with my friends or something. But now i cant, im too scared, it was gonna talk about my problems and wanting to move, but i just got shouted at for telling my parents i wanted to put clothes on...