Actively going out of your way to make sure your child knows how much you wish they weren’t born is beyond petty

It’s somehow my fault for asking though 😇 “If you were gonna be so sensitive about it why’d you ask”

I’m sorry I’m sensitive but I’m a ****ing CHILD?!!

At 12 you told me I was a mistake and if you had it your way you wouldn’t have had me just because you were on a dinner date with my older brothers dad What was it? Were you jealous? Of a child? Because I wanted to talk as well? Because I wanted to be included in the conversation? I’m sure he wouldn’t have cared if you didn’t bring it up What kind of mother even says that When I asked a couple years later you said “I just didn’t get rid of you because I didn’t believe in that kind of thing”

I understand I wasn’t wanted but breathing has become a chore because of your lack of ****ing empathy Waking up Eating Walking All of it It’s all a chore I’m counting down the days until I can finally end it all Two months To think in two months..why am I even waiting

It’s unfair