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spaceguts[OP]
26.11.2018 13:07
Linki dont wanna get help because i might be sent to a mental hospital against my will because of last night's suicide attempt so im avoiding talking to literally anyone who can get my address within a reasonable amount of time about it
That’s what all adults say. “I’m here to help it’s ok”
do they think they’re helping by repeating the same “inspirational” quotes that they found on buzzfeed?
When they try to be deep it’s always pure cheese. When they try to relate with you it sounds sappy and forced just like every youtuber trying to spread a positive message ever. Words are kinda meaningless when it comes to being confronted. they’ll say things to make you feel better when they don’t actally think it.
I understand your emotions to some level.
I go to therapy, and it helped a bit in areas that ARENT my emotions, self esteem, and litterally any feelings I have. They try to help by making me write down things that I like about myself, wich just makes it worse because it pressures me into lying about what I like about myself. They kinda force me to write something 3 things down.
Therapist: what do u like about ur self?
Me: nothing
Therapist: there HAS to be something
Me: N O T H E R E I S N T
therapist: tell me
Me: BISH I DUNNO
Therapist: *keeps saying to write stuff down*
My therapy in a nutshell. I hope your life is going better :’)
dude this might sound cheesy but, hang in there. i know how it feels to be in physical and emotional pain. dont. let.the.pain.win.
idk why but I feel literally SO familiar and exact with you about counselors. at least your life is better, at least they don't send you in therapy. therapy is worse.
((if you have depression "tell me EXACTLY how to get it because in serious locations, I can't stop smiling ;w;))