Why tf am I like this. I know it's horrible to want to kill everyone around you then yourself, but that's normal to me. It's bad. I'm obsessed with the idea of murder, but I don't know why, and people would say that's bad but I'm just at a point where i couldn't care less. Then also, I don't give two shits about others, I just.. Idk, it's normal to me. Jesus Christ I'm fvcked up. I just want to be normal- no more aggression and violence and maybe having empathy would be NICE. Idk. Might be a sociopath, but I just don't care :)

I just want to take my anger out on somone.