rant/vent abt stuff
by:
CatfishDreams 
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316
30.06.2021
12 comments
CatfishDreams[OP]
30.06.2021 03:27
Linki hate feeling awkward about stuff you shouldnt be like
i need to go brush my teeth or my stepmom will think im gross again and make me go do it but if i do she gonna hear all the noise im making because of the machine and shes not gonna say anything about it but she might get aggravated??? she thinks im gross probably i hate hygiene shit like let me do my own thing please i dont wanna overthink everything
CatfishDreams[OP]
30.06.2021 03:29
Linkeverytime i talk to her i feel like im saying something stupid or just not using grammar properly because just gives me a weird look?? i cant tell if i did something wrong or shes just acknowledging that i said something or??? shes not a bad person i swear im just
intimidated
CatfishDreams[OP]
30.06.2021 03:31
Linki always feel vulnerable if that makes sense like
im going to say something weird, wrong, unnatural. if i make the wrong move or noise theyll yell at me which i know they wont but its just so scary
Dude, I resonate with that fully- jesus christ, if you wanna pop off about it with someone, I'm here to listen.
yeah!! thank you!! i dont rlly know what else to say?? normally when im drawing the rant post i recite the stuff i plan on typing but when i type i just
forget half of it lmao
I don't know, when it comes to what you're trying to say, I get the worried part. I'm normally frantic when it comes to peoples opinions, my sister calls my shit so often I feel like I need to change all this crap just so she shuts up.
But bromeo, it ain't worth it, scary or not, people are people, and you don't gotta walk on eggshells to please them. You're a being, you're just as messed up as she could possibly be. Maybe even better. Don't let it contort yourself.
opinions :gross: lmao i understand that i hate when people can just
tell ur lying or insecure it bothers me. unrelated sorta but this one time this person called out my stutter that i had no idea i had and i worry about it ever since
but thank you :) i try to be more confident but its just hard especially since i havent had any contact irl from a person my age in more than a year? its messed up my social skills and confidence lmao but yeah thank you again!!!
That is completely valid dude. I do hope you find someone who can for real reals hold your hand and tell you face to face what I'm telling you, because you deserve it. Don't force yourself to be confident either, just try and roll with the punches until you can realize that you can catch the hands that are being thrown, if that makes sense.
It's awesome that you recognize what's been knocking you down, so before settling with running, focus on standing back up at your own pace.