alright so uh the title kinda gives away what's going on but i'll explain anyway. nathan has been addicted to smoking cigarettes for some time now. started in high school due to peer pressure. he then quit in college because he really didn't want to do them anymore and when he was like in his late 20s so like 28, he relapsed because he was having a lot of stress and because the cigarettes were a quarter cheaper. now, 4 years later, he's trying to quit but the withdrawal symptoms are pretty hard to go through. not a big fan of how this turned out, but you know, it's fine ig.