I just, I had some nightmare of my mom dying and I had a breakdown while I was asleep and my mom came in

its okay dude, ill just bottle up my feelings and then wait until no ones awake to cry

not like my brother blames everything on me if we play a game or some shit, I beat him at the game and he hits me, and im not allowed to hit back, so I have to take and go to my room, and then he acts like it never happened.

cant kill myself. wish i could.

welp, I mean besides you, my girlfriend, and a few other people everyone else either talks about their problems or joke about shit, or say "same".

gotta bottle up, no one cares right now because my mom is pregnant and thats more important, of course.

its fine, I feel a bit better, thanks.

dont think thats possible

;w; thanks dude.

imma go try and animate now, buh byes ;w;