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09.04.2020 04:35

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Well...I'm scared too let my guard down, and I'm constantly trying to be the support for my friends when there sad, but if I'm the support, then who's going to support me? In a house, for example, the support doesn't need its OWN support, but at the same time...it hurts.. My dad...mentally abused me, he killed my brother...my brother, he wasn't even 2 years old yet... I'm constantly bullied for being a fat cunt, I'm a useless bag of flesh, a waste of air... and on top of all this... I can't tell anyone...

09.04.2020 04:37

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I turn away from people and act mean because I'm scared. I'm scared of death, I'm scared of living, Im scared of my father, I'm scared of my bullies but mostly... I'm scared of being scared... I don't know how to be happy...I don't even remember what it feels like! I can't even accept human kindness! It feels unnatural because I'm used to pushing others away! My breaking point is getting thinner and thinner and the voices are getting louder.. The waves are crashing and pulling me down and when I try to get air I get pulled down again...

09.04.2020 04:38

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All I can say is that if everybody hated you, I would be there for you and I will be here if everyone loves you. Life is hard, I can relate but, we can get through this because we all have potential and if other people bring you down, they haven’t realized what a waste of air THEY are.

09.04.2020 04:39

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Also, I can’t help you with your dad because I haven’t dealt with that but I’m sorry to hear that...

09.04.2020 04:40

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I’m sorry for your loss too...

09.04.2020 04:40

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How do i support my friends when maybe... I need support too...?

09.04.2020 04:42

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I don't know how to accept support I don't know how to let people comfort me I don't know how to stop being cold towards other... I don't know how to be normal...

09.04.2020 04:42

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I don't know...how to be me anymore...

09.04.2020 04:44

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I can relate to those last words bc being accepted is hard, there are all of the regulations to be accepted and if you don’t have a few, you aren’t accepted...

09.04.2020 04:46