so my very loving boyfriend unintentionally made me take the walk of shame down flipanim memory lane and i ended up stumbling over something i completely forgot about

i straight up cheated on my first partner with someone i only knew for about a week and threatened and faked a whole suicide when they found out i was cheating

what’s even worse is that i’m pretty sure the person i was cheating with was cheating on ME as well. karma AND cheatception

the fact that i completely blacked this out from my memory is beyond me but 12 year old me was extremely mentally ill and unhinged. i thought me making vent posts over the smallest and stupidest things was the worst thing i ever done but i guess Not lol

i will forever hate the owner of this site from locking me out of my account therefore making me unable to delete those vents. now everyone can still access the vent where i cry over kittens

whatever shoutout to purpleameraxy and sirfluffnugget. wherever those two are. i hope you two are not hurt over 12 year old me’s stupidity and instead laugh over my vents like i do

candiishillai when her shoe is untied: screw my stupid baka life i’m gonna end it all may 24th may 24th

how my 12 year old autistic and depressive schizoaffective disorder having rear end pulled 2 people is beyond me but oh well fly low candiishillai

okay enough rambling on the silly drawing website i have a life. i love living and i love my life