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Taboo-Lagoon 
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05.12.2019
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Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
05.12.2019 15:22
LinkThis is for everyone to vent. I've seen certain people (not naming names) who need to vent and want to talk. This is the judge-free page to do so.
I feel like nobody cares about what I think anymore, when I vent they just pass it off as, “Mk I guess she’s sad so what.” And nobody understands the shit I’m going through, I feel like I can never vent on here because my parents see what I post and get angry if I post something sad because they want me to be a good role model and so hard to try and stay perfect. I feel like I just wanna scream everything out in my lungs but all that comes out are whispers and jokes and laughs and I can never say how I truly feel because nobody would listen the way I would want them to. I’m scared of school and wake up in the morning, terrified for what bullies might do to me today.
I can understand how you feel. A lot of the times, when I'm sad, it's the time a act the happiest. I want people to know how I feel, but I hate feeling like I'm weak, or useless. I feel like people just hang around me because they pity me. So to keep from seeming like an attention seeker, I pretend I'm fine, but when I do, I end up exploding on someone I don't mean to. I get bullied, but probably not like you, or even how you would think. The thing is, people will act really nice to me, and try to make me feel included, but in all reality, they're mocking me.
Honestly, I hate showing my sad emotions.It just makes me feel weak, and I hate feeling that feeling.I honestly don't cry anymore unless it really hits my heart.I can't play hockey now because of my dumb head!It sucks.Even looking at this screen right now kinda hurts.This just pisses me of.I don't usually vent but this kinda helped I guess.Sorry for complaining, Im just a little annoyed 😔
And I don't like it when people feel bad for me because then I feel like I did something wrong, I don't want them to go through this pain.
I know what you mean. I don't mind you venting; we all need it sometimes. I'm sorry that your head hurts, I know it must suck not getting to play something you have a passion for.