I don't want to fùcking eat, but then I eat anyways lmao so, do I want to eat or do I not want to eat, make up your mind

I don't like food anymore lmao

like, all jokes aside, I don't get hungry when dinner is served, and when I say I'm not hungry, my mom gets all pissy and says for me to stop saying I'm not hungry, she doesn't directly tell me to eat, but I feel weird after so I eat instead lmao

idk why I don't get hungry, and idk why I say I'm not hungry. I just know that I'm not hungry and I say it for whatever reason and get angry at myself for doing so

yay <3

1) I cant do anything about it, she's my mom 2) ty <3

if I stand up for myself I get in trouble, besides I'm not going to be more of a trouble for her,, she's already going through so much rn,,

I'll try,,

ugh I can't see my fůcking therapist rn,, I haven't been able too because they're updating the system,,