iam at school!

i wannago home im so nauseous

new day more complaining about my shitty life online!!!!

my bestie actually unblocked me the other day it was shocking

and i think im starting to get attachedto my other friend i started sobbing because theywent to bed.

im so sorry i do not want to put you through this☹ i hate having friends

genuinely wanna kms but can't do that because people would not be happy aboutit!!!!! ihate everyone just stop caring

"talk to your table" no

i hope mum picks me up early i have study hall. ihate everyone im literally gonna cut myself in class

im still bleeding from this morning. iwas also bleeding from last night ididnt notice until i got blood on my fingers while getting dressed

i miss my friend iwanna messagethem but i cant use my phone i will get in trouble☹

i hate school we leavethis class in a few minutes then it's band i dontwanna go to band its overwhellmnnggggg i always end up overstimulatedthere because it's so ****ing LOUD idk whyi keep chooding it when ik how it'll go

i keep sneezing kms

no because these allergies are actually killing me my throat hurts so bad too (probably because i keep throwing up lmao) im at lunch rn the food is making me nauseous and i keep hallucinating

im the most normal person in my school im normal im normal im normal

i feel so empty that it physically hurts

does anyone else mirror people so much to the point they start hearing voices and are convinced they're an entirely different person stuck in the wrong body

i dont even know who i am!!!!!!istill miss my fp im genuinely so desperate for them i'd do anything to have them back

genuinely can't take it anymore living without them feels like torture

it'd be hilarious if i used my blade on my neck once i get home!!!!

most normal fa user right here

why doesn't my mum want me yesterday she was hitting me "because she wanted to" her words not mine!!! and shebruised my arm because i was upset at her for making me babysit my two autistic brothers while she was just laying down doing nothing. she said how she cant wait for the stupid ED recovery place to take me there she wants me to stay there 24/7 life is so stupid everyone is stupid

it's been 102 days, 18 hours, and 32 minutes since my fp blocked me

the urge to become extremely problematic and lose everyone ive ever became friends with because if ihave no friends then nobody will be upset over my death and i can finally die ****ing peacefully!!!!!!

why does my mind go straight to suicide after even the slightest inconvenience. why the **** did i slit my thighs open because my friend stopped matching with me why am i like this i have no reason to be

im in so much pain physically everything hurts im so tired despite me sleeping plenty

i hate people stop ****ing looking at me stopit stop it stop it dont even breathe the same air as me i cant stand existing around anyone i cant stand the fact thati exist

SOMEONETOUCHEDME

i was just walking to my class and then someonetapped my shoulder LEVAE E ALONE idont want to be touchde by people idk ESPECIALLY without asking ew ew ihate this isqubidyvwuhdwkdbwhwnm,a gifb-9ewhy ifeel so uncomfortable

wait this thursday after school i have to go to somestupid place to see if igotta get put on meds😭🙏 i do NOT need them im NORMAL

i wanna cut myself in class but when i do it hardly does anything. i wanna go deep i do not want these stupid small ass cuts that hardly made me bleed.ilike whenthere's so much blood that i get lightheaded

me too i hope someone shoots me

i hate school i hate my friends i hate my teachers i hate the people i hate the work i hate everything and everyone

it's not even school that's torture it's the fact that i dont have my fp that's torture, yeah i hated school even when i had them but at least they made living bearable, ihate eveyrone!!!!!!!!!!!! if anyone talks to me irl i am going to break down!!! so close to just not caring about how people willreact about my death because **** everyone anyway!!!!!!!ihate my friends

i just cut myself in class because nobody actually cares about me irl🤑 every passing moment feels like eternity i am dying!!!! except i really am dying my body gets weaker everyday im depriving it of basic necessities, teenager hormones are hilarious!!!!!!!!

im a joke

everyone irl thinks i am you don't even know me you only know the person i pretend to be

i hate food it makes me nauseous i am starving!!!!! just the thought of it makes me wanna throw up

102 days 18 hours and 59 minutes!!!!!!! iam normal this is normal teenager stuff imthe most normal 16 year old on this site!!!!! trust (im on the verge of hurting myself in class🤑)