preaches to ME about monogamy says I cant start an only fans when I turn eighteen [which I probably will need to do bc im broke as **** and cant a job] because that's not monogamy and only SHE should be able to see me like that[which is fine but the hypocrisies] but also says shit like only my alters can hold her hand[which is fine if you dont feel comfy with me being affectionate thats fine but you are talking about my ALTERS that you arent even with like theyre better than me but claim you love us equally?], and ghosts me, and does what she did, and only dates me to fetishize my disorder, if you loved me for reals would you really do that? audghjehgf damn got hyped in the hallway and now I feel like shaking things up BUT I WONT BC SHE DOESNT KNOW I KNOW AND <3 I WANNA CONFRONT HER FIRST