im sorry

you dont deserve to be afraid that i will die you dont deserve always having to comfort me. i dont do enough for you

i want to be better but im failing. im failing you

im not a good person, im not even mentally stable on my own.

i love you more than anything but it doesnt seem like it when this is constantly who i am, mentally unstable suicidal and manic

i want you to be happy

i want the best for you and i woukd do anything for you but if i cant even go a day without you what am i even worth

i dont know. i dont know anymore. i dont know what i am doing. i dont know why you waste your time on me. i dont know why you even love me. maybe your life would be better if i never even asked

i was so stupid to ask

i shouldve shut my mouth

i wish you met someone better and not me

i dont know anymore i just dont want you to leave me but thats selfish you deserve better

why am i crying this is so stupid

i hate myself so much you should have met someone better