I am so tired of feeling like this. What I mostly do is pity people. I am so tired of telling people not to commit suicide. I swear this happens to much to me. I have to tell people not to do it every day and I feel like that its my fault. I do not want pity and I am tired of trying to help people. Yes I like helping people, but I have to tell them this one message. DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. Okay? But I am tired of feeling like its my fault, cause 99% of the time it is my fault. I don't want people to feel unimportant but I am not worrying for my own health and instead giving my health to others and I just want it to stop. So don't commit suicide, and just- please, don't talk to me about it. Its making me sad and give out all my pity.