ImWarmAgain..DontTellMyParents
by:
Lunalactic 
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15.03.2019
73 comments
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:38
Linknononononono dont!!!
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:39
LinkT o o
L a t e .
cocoabunny124
15.03.2019 04:40
LinkI haven't even met you and I'm literally about to cry right now I'M NOT JOKING
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:40
LinkHorizontal is for attention.
Vertical is to end it.
Or atleast get close to ending it.
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:41
Link@cocoabunny124
Sorry.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:41
Link*sigh* I know this won't help but... i have friends who do/did that to them, selves and they eventually found the strength to stop... I just hope you don't do something too terrible if you know what i mean.
did that make any sense?
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:43
LinkYeah.
But you can't stop what is already corrupted..
I'm so sorry.
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:44
LinkTo be honest, I doubt that you think this is real.
I saw a chat with @StickWorld and someone else (was it you?) talking about how some people just go depressed for attention.
I bet that's how you see me.
An attention craver.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:45
LinkPlease don't do something you will regret...
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:46
LinkI've done to many things for me to be christian anymore.
Cut myself, Break peoples bones, Find a reasonable answer to why god is false.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:48
LinkI just hope you know that people care about you... you are NOT alone
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Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:51
LinkHeh.
Kind and sometimes Militant are what you see.
Cursed and Depressed is what's inside.
I don't know how you get nice out of me.
Is it because I'm supportive, even though I'm going through the worse you can get?
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ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:53
LinkYou might see yourself as that, but that is not true!
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:54
Link@StickWorld .
I know. But if you somehow find me, this is what my arms look like if you rolled up my sleeves.
You probably think I'm lying now.
Blood is on my keyboard.
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Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:56
LinkOkay.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:56
LinkI now have 4 friends who have done that to themselves and im at the point of giving up... I can't stop any of them including you
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:56
LinkCalm down.
For me.
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:57
Link@ESPeon495 .
Okay. I'll stop venting.
For you.
Just to get your stress down.
Ily. No homo.
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ESPeon495
15.03.2019 04:58
Linkily2 no homo
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Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 04:59
LinkSorry.
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StickWorld
15.03.2019 05:01
LinkI'm done with this!!!!
Sorry..
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:02
LinkFeel better.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:03
Linkluna is there anything u really enjoy doing?
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:03
LinkBe glad you aren't in my position.
You can forget about me to lower your stress.
I just want you to be happy like everyone else.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:03
Linkno I wont forget about you!
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:04
Linkbecause I know how it feels to be completely forgotten...
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:04
Link@ESPeon496
Things I like to do:
Pet Luna
Cut myself
Judge my size
Sleep
Draw peoples furry OCs
And Listen to music.
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ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:05
Linkthen listen to music
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:05
Linkpet luna
Ashley201
15.03.2019 05:05
LinkIf you want to be happy, cutting isn't the answer! Cutting doesn't only hurt you. It's hurts the people who love you, and the people who care about you.
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:05
LinkActually, I've been listening to this ever since I got on:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4LIJmNgtM0
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:05
Linkand draw
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:06
Link@Ashley201
No one knows I do this except for ya'll.
My sister doesn't even know I cut.
Some of my "friends" at school know that I hate myself, but not this far.
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:09
LinkAlso random, But I'm chewing gum and I just swallowed some.
dammit.
StickWorld
15.03.2019 05:10
LinkThat can stick to your organs
Or so I've heard
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:10
LinkI'm fine,
Just a little gum won't hurt me =-=
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:11
LinkIt's more of in my throat than anything.
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ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:13
Linkdo you have anyone who you completely trust?
Lunalactic[OP]
15.03.2019 05:16
LinkMy bff.. But she's not with me.
Out in Callahan rn.
I also trust my father, but I don't think he'll believe me.
ESPeon495
15.03.2019 05:19
Linkbc If you trust someone and feel comfortable then you should tell them what u r doing to yourself and you might get help
People have said this before, many times.
It may get annoying but,
Pain isn’t the answer.
Trust me on that.
It may feel good at the time, but it’s regretful.
When the last thing you see is darkness, then the pain ends.
You'll be dead in your tracks.
If you look in to that, there’s meaning.
To some people, it’s just words.
What I’m saying is, you can’t always beat your thoughts.
You can beat yourself though, it’s easy. But don’t.
It’s painful, it’s terrible, it’s something we can’t just stop when we get into it.
I’ll go now, I’m probably not helping you what-so-ever.
Whatever you are doing to hurt yourself, stop doing it.
It isn't worth it buddy.
I've done it and it only made me feel guilty and ashamed of myself.
I hope whatever it is that's bothering you stops.
Try to stay positive, k?
Im here if you need me.
Oh, I just found this online:
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
Just like you
But.
. .
The roses have wilted
The violets are dead
The sugar bowl is empty
And my wrists are stained red.
Cool.
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Oh, and the only reason why I’m not crying for you right now is because all of these problems you are showing us are things you yourself can solve. If you want to be miserable, go ahead. Do your thing. I just can’t see why you are showing us your pain on FA when it’s a real life problem. Don’t bring your pain to us when we can’t do anything other then talk to you, which you won’t accept because “it’s too late”. I care for you, but I don’t care for your problems. You can’t cure cancer(yet), you can’t stop global warmimg(yet), but you can stop your depression(now).
I’m at least opening my mind to you right now. And I thought I was helping a while ago. Just stating facts, and no offense.
And don’t remove my comments if you don’t like them. I’m trying to tell you something.
Sometimes I just wish people wouldn't care about me so I can do other things.
But it's my fault for posting my problems here.
I'm a mistake.
If you met me IRL, all I'd talk about is my problems.
I'm an ugly b_tch, I don't see how my sister calls me skinny and then the next day "playfully" call me fat and a noob.
I don't see how my Bff (She's in Callahan rn) wanted to look like me.
How do my parents call me cute or pretty?
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I have bloody little dots on my face, freckles covering the top of my cheeks, bags under my eyes, and long hair that doesn't fit me.
What do people mean when they call me pretty?
Is it april fools?
I found ya'lls convo tho:
Ok...Imma be honest right now...
A lot of people do and say that for attention...they want you to think you can't do anything so you'll feel bad and follow s them and like their stuff
Not everyone
But most
StickWorld15.03.2019 04:30
Or just some
ESPeon495[OP]15.03.2019 04:32
just realized that...
oof
StickWorld15.03.2019 04:33
I'm just speaking the sad truth
ESPeon495[OP]15.03.2019 04:34
yup
SketchDaNoob15.03.2019 04:35
Yup. I agree @StickWorld. I’ve seen a lot of great artists full of potential that were happy but suddenly start acting, (or really are) depressed. Not just on FA. That’s why I don’t really feel like “awwwwww I’m sorry!! Get better soon don’t feel sad we love you” too much. Of course, I’m not cold-hearted, I care for people on here too, but when it comes to complaints about stuff you can fix it just gets on my nerves. No offense to anyone that is depressed. Just sharing my thoughts-
ESPeon495[OP]15.03.2019 04:36
i agg
ESPeon495[OP]15.03.2019 04:36
i aggere
ESPeon495[OP]15.03.2019 04:37
*agree lol
woah buddy i know im not the one to talk but this is not even worth it
if your cutting yourself to relieve stress
its only gonna put stress on others,
and you say no one cares about you but you have a pretty fair amount of followers
thats proof.