fuck😂
by:
sudsdacoon 
997
997
14.09.2020
19 comments
sudsdacoon[OP]
14.09.2020 00:23
LinkHow many will i eat🤔
sudsdacoon[OP]
14.09.2020 00:24
LinkHopefully over 21
Hi it's me, and i won't allow you to do that. You'll most likely die or even pass out
If pretty much everybody else is gonna treat me like shit i should do it too
I mean, you have a long life awaiting you in the future, so wasting it would make that dream (if you even thought about that) practically useless. And i'm not saying this to try and make you all happy no, i'm saying it for your own sake, like, as i explained, you've been a p strong person to be still living through all of this
Yuh but ive been gradually been getting weaker as more people leave and treat me like total shit
replace me and not even giving me a reason
like
oh hey im popular now i dont need u lol
Still, them treating you like shit shouldn't define how you think of yourself as. As I will say this as much as needed but, you're an amazing person with an amazing talent that could have a whole buch of potential, wether it happens tommorow, in a week, or even several years, it still shoudln't be wasted for people who treat you like absolute crap. And they should be considered shit no matter who they are for ignoring you all of a sudden
I dony hate them but
they almost feel bad and hes like
hugs u and loves u til and makes u smile forever uwu
and im literally having 5 hour long crying sessions and feeling awful and literally wanting to die and hes jusf like
thats not important
what is important is that this super amazing baby i really love doesnt almost feel sorta bad ok
and i shouldnt be letting it shape my personality but thats literslly whats happening
im about to turn in2 a bully just to keep people away hrbff
He says hes poly but throws me away for someone else and im just like???ok guess ill die
and hes like
k whatever idfc
Im the one whos been with him and known him longer
im the one who listened to him cry
im the one who was always by him
AND HE ****ING DOES THIS
And nobody notices. Its as if he did nothing to hurt anybody
then you have me having a mental breakdown every night
I've said this before but, the fact that he did this to someone, especially you gave you the right to break up with him and dump his ass hard to the ground. And i mean like, i'm sure snapping will be okay, as an attempt to keep people away for all of this that is happening is good for, keeping your sanity at it's level, and being able to kind of have your own little bubble for a while. And like, he could've just dated someone at the same time while he was dating you to make this situation better in a way somehow. And this to me seems like it was weighing you down, greatly, so breaking up was a good way to get rid of most of it. And the fact that you actually took the time to listen to him while he didn't do the same makes me dissappointed with him.
I jjust
its
He never payed attention to me and was always complaining that i didnt give him attention and? Hhfr
i wanna be a different person with a more loveable personality
Is he,,,is he blind?? like literally,,
But i'm sure your goffy personality (if you even would call it that) is loveable by a lot, i mean, i'm sure you make a lot of people not just me laugh by your jokes, and how you talk to me. And to be a different person? That's okay, but i wouldn't suggest doing it all for the sake of thinking you don't have a loveable personality when you already do
Its mainly
i was already insicure and he was like my crutch
basically the only thing that kept me walking
then the crutch broke in the middle of a field, where there was nobody and i fell and there was nobody to help me up
He was like
im not good enough for him... woe as me... but like then shouldnt you be trying and not cutting me off