She is a special ed teacher but she says some of the craziest shit that makes zero sense. She told me that i just needed to learn social cues...? Like that's not something i can learn???? And she kept comparing mw to my brother which makes zero sense because autism in males and females is quite different. My brother was diagnosed very early but since female autism is less widely known about ive been most likely living with it my whole life and ive been trying to get a diagnosis for years just to figure out my mom doesnt even believe i have it :/ kind of feel like shit now because I thought it was a money issue, but i guess its not. I dont know why my problems dont matter but whatever i guess ill just keep suffering without accommodations and i will continue to be called stupid and childish because i dont have a diagnosis