my name is alyssa you can usually find me in the closet with headphones so loud that you can hear them having a mental breakdown so anyways back to the point i'm alyssa a gay asthmatic prosopagnosious animator sometimes i get really mad and lash out but not a lot i'm very affectionate and it's usually hard for me too let go of things... iv'e learned to live with the way i am it sucks and i have horrible anxiety like for example if their is a big test at school it will give me 9 hours of studying 8 panic attacks 7 trips to starbucks 6 anxiety attacks 5 mental breakdowns 4 tests 3 days of crying 2 minutes of banging my head on the wall 1 month of anxiety and 0 passing grades but anyways i feel like sometimes people don't like me and they want megone and out of their sight BUT I'M SO ****ING IDIOTIC SO I ****ING BUNDLE UP IN A ****ING BALL AND ****ING CRY FOE THREE SHITTY HOURS but yeah that kinda explains me i might add more but i dunno yet

i looked at the comments and now i'm crying damn it