He doesn't mean it. He doesn't mean to hurt her. She's the last person he'd want to hurt. He hates seeing her cry. He doesn't want to make her cry. He doesn't want her to be hurt. He doesn't want her to be in more pain than she already is. The voices tell him to. He doesn't mean it. He doesn't know how to stop it. Hurting her hurts him. It hurts him more than she knows. She knows he doesn't mean it but it still isn't right. Hurting her isn't right. She's his only friend. He doesn't mean it. He doesn't like seeing her sad. He hates having to help bandage up the bruises and cuts he put on her. He hates it. The voices don't. He doesn't mean it.