im so stressef ab so many things right now i wanna kms

stephen is getting on my nerves i am barely ****ing alive my epilepsy is worse than it ever was and everything is making me feel awful for no reason i dont have the eneregy to do anyhrinf im horribly depressed and i wont stop having seizures and hes still on this “ian ure ruining my whole school trip experience because you wont gonwith 😒” and he never shuts up about it ljke not only do i just feel awful generally but i already have travelling anxiety i will be damned if i go on a plane i ljterally wont i dont caer

and peopel whp i used to be friends with still hate me over my relationship with my ex girlfriend which i know i very much ****ed up and i shouldve just broken up wirh her rather than just isolating myself and making her feel awful becayse i didnt wanna be in a relationship with her but her friends are so dramatic about it and they probably arent even being dramatic i dont know what i was even doing i just ****ed up bad just because i cant communicate with people and just let people take asvantage of me again

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yeah they werent very good people its just liek damn do i really suck that bad