No One Will Judge
by:
CoffeeLeaf 
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15.06.2020
18 comments
CoffeeLeaf[OP]
15.06.2020 21:44
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<3
From what I know about you from my old account, you're an absolute qt. You have an amazingly big heart, and your art amazes me. You're one of my favorite people on fa and always will be <3
I’m probably gonna sound super stupid when I say this but-
I don’t know if I wanna continue, yknow, LIFE.
I feel bad since I sound suicidal and stuff but, I don’t really wanna continue on. But everytime I say something like that, I know it ends up hurting someone who I care about dearly.
But it’s usually the ones I care about that hurt me the most, like my family.
They’ve hurt me all my life, but yet when I act up, or act distant, or even cut myself, that’s when they want to care? It’s confusing, and it hurts me knowing that even though they hurt me, they still care.
But if I still continue to be distant or act out, instead of trying to help me, or be patient with me, they end up lashing out at me. Calling me “entitled” and shit like that, which hurts even more. They tell me I have no reason to want to die, and how I’m ungrateful and things like that.
It’s hurts, like, a l o t . But I don’t ever have the courage to tell them it does, how it makes it worse.
I don’t know what to do anymore, and lately it’s been getting worse and worse.
First of all, I don't ever want you to feel like you can't say something because of how it sounds, this is a safe space after all. :)
Second, I'm extremely sorry to hear that. They sound extremely toxic, almost fake. They care on the surface but it's only to avoid CPS or something. It's horrible how they call you entitled, you dont deserve that. As a stranger on the internet I cant do much, but I am deeply sorry, and I hope one day everything gets better. Until then, I'll be here <3
Can you say “aaaaaaaaaaaa”
Like don’t scream but like also kind of scream but really softly
@CoffeeLeaf
I'm good! Thanks for asking! Heh, you've any see my doodles so far, but thank you! <3