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Grapefruit-S0DA[OP]
19.04.2021 18:39
LinkDebating on leaving fa rn. It feels like in have to poke for ppls attention
Oh also one thing im he him rn just got pissed off last night ab gender with my family and just got called she her all day and its tiring I expected my friends to be more lenient with it but still no one calls me he him and it pisses me off cuz its what I am rn
sorry it didn't sound like enough and I wanted to fully share with you how I also feel.
I typed an entire 3 paragraphs with one hand for u man :''))))
I know how that is. In all honesty I kinda wanna give up and leave FA aswell. But... I somehow still have hope. It's tiring to come on here at 7:00 am and try to keep up with school and here. There's to much drama, I can't even catch a break without something happening.. I can't even talk to anyone about this cause I don't wanna annoy them. I'm glad people on here respect my gender but what I really need is my family to except me for who I am... I dunno.. it's hard. Times are tough right now. You're not alone.
Yeah the gender thing pissed me off cause I was doing some art for a trans men and I was proud of it and excited for it so I showed it to my sister. And she purposely misgendered him and insulted me. "Oh im not trans phobic but you treat your family like shit!" She was, and I only treat her like that cause she's a complete dick she doesn't care and I want to strange her. So then I go over to my mom and complain ab it and I pratically get introuble for yelling at her, WHEN SHE ****IN DESERVED IT. My sisters trans phobic and 50-
% sure my moms trans phobic to. And I wonder if im saying in not trans because I fear they would disown me as the already started doing
might aswell just leave and ignore them until you're 18. My mom's the same way. My mom is kinda transphobic- but she accepts me for being pan??? She is ok with me being pan but not trans??? Even my 8 year old sister calls me her big brother! That's sad when an 8 year old is more accepting than a 31 year old mother who had her eldest at 17- like tf?
Honestly my mom accepts me for being pan but as soon as I told her im genderfluid (bigender now) she started miss treating me and not talking about me calling me a mistake it got worst after I caused people to come to our house and now but my parents hate me even more. Its suffocating
It's a headache because I tried to come out as trans to my mom and she just completely shut me out- like she lidjit yelled at me to get out her room- wtf- and she just pretend like nothing happened. Then she announces she's pregnant while 10 seconds ago I was ****ing crying to her telling her I'm transgender.
Not confusing ass holes they don't understand.
My mom goes off telling me to take a shower and to clean my room. I cant take a shower with out hating my life and body I can't clean my room eith out thinking I cant to the dishes with out playing with the knife or eying it.
She says oh! Taking a shower will make yoy feel better! it doesn't it makes me hate my self
I love showers but as soon as I have to wash my body I feel like dying. Looking down is just- ew no please god-
it's not confusing to use my pronouns
it doesn't cost much to buy a chest binder-
I'm still your damn child
**** you too Mom
Hah I don't wash the dishes at all cause I know imma grab the knife and go psycho-
my dad is literally the only parent who calls me his son- he even tried to buy me a chest binder but it didn't fit- he tried though-
Felt that
I made the mistake on asking for a binder and my mom just was like why? Your a beautiful young girl. This thing just csnt start happening
Thing is I always felt a simple thing with the ideal male not that I wanted to marry one honestly I dk im probably just lez but I liked embies too. But yet its hard cause I've only pictured marring girls
F u c h got side tracked
yeah-
my mom said for my 15 and 16th she wants me to wear a pretty dress. I'm a femboy yeah but I kinda want a tux... She said "haha no your 15/16 is a special time! You should wear a dress! You'd look so pretty!"
Honesty I'm demisexual and pansexual so it's kinda like- "as long as they are nice them I'm okay and if I've known them for awhile it's even more okay"
I dunno- I'm ok with anyone- I don't mind any gender-