Let's talk motherfuckers
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SoljahSkywatch 
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23.11.2019
9 comments
FlowertheRainwing
23.11.2019 04:43
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Before u get mad at me and be like, "Soljah we know all this shut up, Im not saying it's a joke" this is not directed at anyone in particular, but THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID BY SOMEONE. I'm so sick of people pretending to have anxiety or depression or being suicidal or HARMING yourself. everyone goes through this. I can't say I don't. this has been an extremely hard week for me.
I. I have had four MAJOR anxiety attacks and have told NOBODY that I know except one friend who now won't talk to me anymore because I "scare them".
II. I watched my friend try to hurt herself after i was a total idiot being on a "depression high" (i don't remember doing this, as I don't with some things that happen when I'm in this kind of mental state) and said she was gay. She also hates me now.
III. I almost jumped out my bedroom window. I have laughed about this all day, making it seem like "a joke".
everybody please stop acting like its a joke. I AM SO SICK OF IT. Stop faking anxiety. It is bad and it can KILL. it is not funny or cool. I don't want to sound like I'm complaining but this is how anxiety works. It can do this to people. I scratched open my arm after a night terror caused by depression once. So if ANYONE again says, "omg lol im gonna go kill myself" as a literal joke to be cool, speak to my fycking lawyer btch
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I hate it when people fake suicide and sht like that. THAT IS NOT A JOKE. Me, being the dumbass person i am (not saying that people that have anxiety are dumbasses) has anxiety. Sometimes i have anxiety attacks that give me stupid fears like
“I could die any second now” or “nobody cares about me” or “people are just using me” and things like that. I’ve also lost 3 family members which led me to depression. I don’t have it often, but sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough and that there is no point of being happy if the world is full of anger, sadness, pain, anxiety, and hatred. Which led to suicidal thoughts, but I smacked myself in the face and said “you are better than this.” “Is death the only thing you can think of to make yourself happy?”
Now, suicide scares me. If I kill myself, my family and friends will be sad, and will miss me. So, I don’t want to make them hurt when I’m hurting myself.
