I have no obligation to stay alive, I can kill myself at any moment, but if I do I KNOW my grandmother will abuse my poor little gingy

I hate living with her, I wish I could just move away

I have no say in where I go, no one listens to me because i'm a kid, but I'm 13 now. I'm a teenager, I'm not the 5 year old that everyone remembers, I'm 13 now and I feel like I should have a say in shit

I just want to get away from her I want to get away from everyone I want to live with my auntie, she'll actually TEACH me things and treat me right all my grandma does is make me have panic attacks

goddamn I need a diary

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