I hate myself so much why can't I be normal? I might as well be covered in blood or sewage the way people treat me. I've always stood out, being the geeky kid, or the weird kid. I've never fit in. I get funny looks all the time, even just walking down the street. I hate my feelings I hate myself why can't I be a normal kid? My whole life I've stood out as a strange kid, the geek, the person that always seems to get injured. The tall-for-a-middle-schooler-kid. All those labels, how I am, the fact I don't fit in in any single way. Every person has turned me away. Like that wasn't enough to set me apart. I have to be... have to be... to be...........