i got my hair done today and i like it, but she was very rough with my hair, and burnt me throughout and i dont think she noticed me jolting everytime i said something about it it was quiet and incoherent and my mom saw me cry a lil cause it was a repeated burn by the top of my head and i knew it had actually brunt smthn bc my head to kinda burned after i left, and i usually get curls but i didnt just to get out of the salon, after, i told my mom whats wrong and started crying saying i wanted to go back to my other hair lady, and she told me i need to learn how to talk to people, i avoid it all the time, she would tell me to go pick up like a food order we left and come back to, i just cant pull myself to get out the car, it’s different when its a screen, or people who relate to you, idfk these people?a.

and this is gonna fûck me up in highschool bc they’re not going to hold my hand ad much as they used to and i think i have have ALGEBRA first period i cant talk to ppl but the moment its the internet and ppl i relate with? im a whole nother person i just dont know ig

yeah i just got up from a nap

im gonna lose it

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