arson shooting drowning decapitation i have felt emotions, yet they do not see. i feel ten times worse than they, yet they treat me like i have none. they do not see me crying in the band. they do not see me hit my head against my desk. they do not see what i so outside. i wish them to see. i have emotion. lots of it.

i do not want them watching me. i do not know who "they" are, but i want them to leave me alone. i want them to stop. i hate it when they stare, and make me scared.