sorry i just got busy. anyways i was in math taking a test but i got moved to a seperate room (theyre my accomodations) with 3 othr people and everyone else had finished the test so i wa in there alone with the teacher and she was doing stuff on her chromebook so i was just sitting there and i noticed . i could see 3 scars on my arm. i swear all my scars have faded and i have been clean for 6 months. i got scared and i almost had a breakdown because i got very scared, the only reason i could see them was because i was too hot and i took off my hoodie. i started tearijgn up but i needed to shut up. i didnt get the ttest done because i couldnt stop thinking about it. and thn i ent to spanish with my friends and one of them pointed out my OTHER arm and asked "are those cat scratches or.." and i just liek froze. i dont know whats going on i swear they all had faded, maybe my eyes just got used to them i dont know but now im like scared because i thought they were gone

also my personality randomly shifted in spanish class and my friend was like "why did that sound so nice" because i was like "mhm!" cuz my other friend was askinh me something. i dont know what happened

usually im stressed in that class because theyre both always making insensitive jokes that hurt me but i dont want them to tell me im a snowflke or somehtign but i tried to tell them to stop this time multiple times in the sternest voice i had the energy for and its like i wasnt speaking at all because they ignored me but thats ok theyre good friends besides the jokes they make

last summer was my step mother and fathers wedding and i had to attend so i had to wear a dress without sleeves and i had sc/rs on my arms so i was freakingout and ended up stealing my moms foundation and fgoing crazy trying to cover them up. it worked barely but nobody looked close enough to notice but i didnt like that day

the cake ws bad too :( thumbs dwon

also i got assigned a female role in the play even though i selected that i wanted a male role,, man

i am ****iing PRAYING i did not get that stupid girl who flirts with the other guy in the play and tries to show him her legs and asks him if theyrre nice looking. if i got that girl i am going to cry i cant. the only reason i dont know my role is because we only read through the script once

her name is harriet. let me look up the script and see what it says

i cnt find the stupid script wtf