it sounds rude Selfish It may not seem that way to others but

and when I'm with old friends Watching them laugh makes me cry It makes me feel unneeded. unwanted. I've never done anything good and I'm not doing anything good right now If I knew how to control myself It'd be better He's only here to help me I've told him to shut up so many times. I've told him to go away. but if he left everything would be worse. he's the only one keeping me going, the agreement might of been bad but- [{Limit}]