i told my friend my anxiety was getting really bad and he just said big brain and hung up

like my parents won’t even take me seriously and I just want to talk to someone apwhen I say I feel like dying and I sleep nineteen hours a day they don’t even care

no one takes me seriously and I wish I never even spoke because everything I’ve said led me up to feeling like 8 can’t interact with anyone at all because I’m a ****ing clown

why does no one take the loud guy seriously just because I was loud and bubbly and I’m the class clown doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings every waking day of my life 8 just feel more and more like I want to die but apperantly I’m just being edgy and I’m too young to have feelings but when they find my lifeless body out there they’ll know different

why do even stay alive anymore? What’s the point? No one wilbcrae

For once in my life I want to talk to someone about this but when I need them they don’t listen. Nobody really cares

It makes sense why no one would care, why would anyone care about me

I want to talk to someone, but nobody wants to listen every waking day of my life is a living hell and nobody cares and I know that it’s life but I can’t handle life so maybe I should just end mine

I don’t have the mental capacity mpbc I’m a ****ing wimpy idiot and I should just have one last fun craft project if me making a guilloutine, and that’s how I’m going to go out

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I need help

And I want help but no one cares and my mom can pay for therapy but she hates me and kicked me out bc I’m trans to go live with my dad and stepmom and their too poor so why complain

I need to calm t(e **** down because I’m not special and I should prolly just kms