Today when I woke up we went to the store and I got candy some chocolate and mints -^- and lots of ramen cause yes

Being honestly I've gotten so high in the past few months. Havnt feel feeling it ig. I cant get a job cause I dont have my i.d cuss wit got stolen I wish to help with money cause there are times where we honestly dont have anything to eat at all!

But I cant get my i.d cause I gave the money I was going to to my mom cause she said she would ride me to get my I.d again. Nothing happend

Been months now

I'm honestly just sick of everything.

I think now I've realized all the things I lost out on as a kid. Prom, going out at night and doing dumb shit, getting a nice paying job and going to the mall all the time with firends. I've never tried and done so many things normal people do when they are young. I feel like I've lost out on life. And I cant seem to put it threw my head that it's going to get better anymore. I've been in a endless mind set of me crying into my pillow at night cause I'm a **** up.

I dont help with much... I feel like I'm freeloading in my parents house now but u have nothing or nowhere to go

I want to help them so much

A week go my mom got really sick and went to the doctors she had a really mad infection. We dont even know if shes better now and it's been a bit

I dont like my life I fall in love again again with people who just leave- and find others. I'm a disappointment to my family to my firends to my school and to myself

I've always tried my best to stay on the light side. I wanted to think that tho things are bad now they can only go up. God I was wrong. My life is so ****ed rn. I cant feel with it anymore. I cant do it...

Sorry I'll go eat my chocolate. Have a good day everyone