Idgaf if y’all like give me clout

I feel like no one is there for me, but the people that have/are i always push them away when they do try to. I’m just afraid of being seen as weak, or incapable of being able to handle my own issues. I don’t want people to see me as someone who constantly is looking for attention. I am afraid of judgement, but I am the one who is to judge myself. Your mind can be your best friend, but can also be your greatest enemy. I appreciate all the people who were here for me to listen even if I didn’t want to comply or have had been irrational about many situations. Love y’all

Can I piss on someone’s face