She got upset with me becaus i was trying to correct her on assignments and she was helping me the emails but i wasnt tryinf to be rude but she was all like fine if you wont let me help you then just do ut yourself and i tried to explain thats not what i was tryijg to do but she just looked at her computer as if i wasnt there

Can you guys pls talk to me everything is just bad

I hate everyone i hate everyone i hate everyone you dont get to complain abkut feeling like you dont belong when youre actively making other people feel that way i hate everylne im so mad i hate it i dont even care anymore im so upset i dont know how to express these feelings without overthinking everything or getting made fun of im so tired of everything why does nobody seem to care thay one day i could just dissappear why does it feel like everyone is just treating how i feel like its normal i cant take it its so bad nobody understand me no matter jow hard i try to explain how i feel i dont even knoe what to do anymore i cant keep doing this

The thing that pisses me off is when one good thing happens to me and some ***** says "oh youre so lucky!" Like oy my god hust shut up i want to hit you you dont even know how hard it is to get up in the morning and now youre making me feel like shit for finanly being happy and having something good happen to me god just shut up i dont care anymore i dont care how self centered this sounds it seems like everyone is like woe u have it so easy like no i ****ing dont you dont know me at all you dont know what i go through yiu dont know what ive been through you dont know how hard it is to stay alive everuday just shut up

I camt wait for this post to be made fun of wow im probably jusy gonna cut 3 months who even cares i am being selfish so i need to be punished in some way that actually might work

I hate everyone i hate bow much peoples opinions matter to me i hate myself im so mad why do i have to be so sensitive to everything someone needs to shoot me so i can feel real pain and suck it up

My mom should start hitting me like mt dad did maybe then id actually learn and be a good person that people like

If i just dissappear will it be ok will you guys be happy will you guys be sad

I forget that people care about me idont remember it feels like nobody cares even though in the past i know my friends have done. A lot for me i dont know its just a blur i cant rememher good

I feel so alone even though people told me they would help me if i reached out but i still feel alone i still feel like nobody cares i know its selfish i dont know how make it go away its been happening for so long

I feel like i dont mean anything to anyone even though people have told me i do maybe i dont believe them i dont know i feel worthless

Singing mitski to feel beter im ok rn

Arigato guizamais.