*if your stepfamily is reading this - this is for them you know what. get out. don't tell me that they did something to you. why don't you keep your trap shut and listen to them. they're a real person, not just another one of the toys you are manipulating. you are not a person. you are not their friend. you are not a person who can be forgiven. you are not 'a happy family'. you are not listening to anyones problems you are not trying. you are putting yourself on a high pedestal, imagining yourself as the better person, the victim, all the time. you will never change. don't look at me like i'm making assumptions. you know the truth but you're too much of a pussy to admit it. literally can you get your head out of your ass and stop thinking they're so ****ing petty and low compared to your narcissistic face. dude wtf you thinking now? that i'm a mindless beast yelling at 'the fake you'? THEY'RE THE ONE WHO'S FINALLY ADMITTING HOW RETARDED YOU ARE instead of pretending you're such a perfect person.

*back to you i hope you're safe in your environment. i hope you can talk to someone or take out the anger on something. i wish i could hug you right now. make you run away, far away to someone who actually listens to you. i would take away your pain, make them get the **** out. i'm on your side and i'm sure others are, you're not a selfish, ungrateful ***** who complains about their family. you have actual problems, yet your family still laughs at you when you're trying to bring up something that genuinely hurts you. i hope you get to escape, get a rest, to find something that makes you happy.

thats good :)